I don’t know why my whole town is at Kroger tonight. I came for emergency toilet paper. WTF? People are doing some serious shopping. Is this for labor day? No. Is there some other holiday? Did the news say something about the end of the world? Is there a massive sale thursday night at Kroger? Whatever it is, it’s weird.
EXCUSE ME BUT IT’S 2012 AND THERE’S STILL NOT AN OPTION TO HIGHLIGHT TEXT THAT’S IN ALL CAPS AND CHANGE IT TO LOWERCASE OR VICE VERSA AND IM SORRY BUT THAT’S BULLSHIT
Woowie is right when I just saw the hottest guy ever in person in Publix just now. He wasn’t a celebrity to my knowledge, but he oozed the confidence of one. He reminded me of a better version of that really photogenic guy… you know the one in the races. Anyways, I saw him a couple of times throughout the store and every time we made eye contact. We were in the same line to leave and he smiled and winked at me. Don’t ruin the moment. This NEVER happens to me. I mean yes I tell hot guys they’re hot but this guy made me speechless. He left before me and all the women around me just sighed and talked about how much of a piece they wanted of him. My mom told me never to bring a man that good looking into the house for fear of her attempts to cheat on her husband and her being banished from my household. My step dad is already handsome so you know this was some serious man beauty. I should have asked for his number. GOSH he was soo fine. And I looked cute tonight too. Oh well. I’m just going to convince myself that he was an A-hole and a major jerk and I don’t need him. Jerks are a major turn off no matter how hot.
Oh yeah… I forgot. I was supposed to post what I had for dinner. For dinner I did have some dumpling, but they were steamed kimchi dumplings and some chicken noodle soup. Not bad. Seeing as how all last week and weekend I ate Sonics, Taco Bell, and Zaxby’s and gain a bit of gut, this would be a good starting point.
Breakfast: Grapes, colby jack cheese stick and fugi water. Lunch: Egg white, bacon and cheddar cheese on a bagel thin. Handful of chips and grapes.
I’ll keep y’all posted. I’ll probably break for dinner. Because a new dumpling store opened up by my house and I adore dumplings. And if I don’t get that I have leftover pasta and fried chicken from my parents anniversary and there is no way my mom will let me not eat that food. Sooo… yeah.
I’m tiring of old people saying whatever is on their mind. Just because their old doesn’t give them the right. They know better. Old women talking about how small my boobs are in front of everyone. Sheesh. Y’all aren’t even that old to be considered senile.
“Look at Keilah’s fist sized boobies. They’re like misqito bites.” I feel like I’m in that family in Bend it Like Becham.
I’ve only had summer break for a two weeks and am already ready to go back to school. (I had summer classes). Now I’m trying to find a way to study abroad spring semester. Although my mom doesn’t think I can do it. According to her I’m too dependant and can’t possibly spend a few weeks away from her. Well she’s been saying this for years.
- 11th grade: I can’t wait to go to college and live in the dorms. She tells me I can’t or else she won’t pay for college. Didn’t receive any scholarships.
- 12th grade: Can’t wait to take a cruise by myself. She tells me I won’t be able to handle it.
- Freshman year at college: Want to go on a skiing trip with school. She tells me I can’t handle being in the mountains away from home and won’t let me go.
- Last month: Tell mom I want to go to a mall in Atlanta 15 miles from our home. She freaks out.
- Last weekend: Want to hang out at night with people whom she’s been adiment about me hanging around. We leave at ten she wants me to come home at eleven or else.
Now I wanna study abroad and travel with other students and not her and she tells me I won’t be able to handle it because I’m too dependent. Whose fault is that? Many might say “You’re 19, why aren’t you dependent.” Well I tried, and it didn’t work. Looked for jobs since 9th grade and just got one two months ago. Only had 500 saved up from babysitting and I don’t get enough hours to buy the dirtiest apartment in the world. Not only that but I wouldn’t be able to pay tuition because of no scholarships or grants and if I move out there no way I can be able to pay for that. I’m not stupid enough to drop education for independence. I have dreams and goals which include travel which is why I want to go abroad.
Not only do I go to school, I work, volunteer, trying to pioneer and study the Bible, and try to live the life of a young adult and hang out with friends because now everyone is super busy. I have to map out my schedule and map out of ways to go abroad. Barcelona is where I want to go and I will make it happen.